Well my life like any other persons has its ups and downs. Right now i guess i would say i've been having to deal with a little of both. My grandfather recently passed away from a heart attack. I'm having trouble saving up money. Problems with my weight as always. I was losing weigh but now i'm eating like a cow and slowly gaining it back. I need to stop eating so much. I want to move in with Tiffany its just so freaking hard to make it happen. I want to start school but i just have no idea how to fit it in to my schedule and still make the money i'm making now. Ok, now on to the good things that are going on in my life. I have a semi good job, not because of the pay or location but because of the crazy people i work with. Some of them anyway. I have a great girlfriend named Tina who i absolutely adore. We fight but what couple doesn't. It is a long distance relationship so it is indeed difficult. But she has helped me through a lot of stuff that most people didn't even know happened. We've both been through a lot and we're helping each other get through it. Lots have changed within the last year. I found out what i want to do with my life but i have no idea how to do it. I want to be a history teacher. I think its awesome. History is set in stone, it doesn't vary. It doesn't change if you add, multiply, or subtract. Adding a coma or a simile wont change history. My hair is now all dark brown. My natural hair color. I havent seen the person i see in the mirror in a very long time. It's something i'll have to get used to. I look a lot more grown up i think. I've found out that things dont always go the way you always plan. But have you ever met a person who never had troubles? I haven't. Everything that i go through makes me a better person.
I just want to move forward. With Tina and with my best friend Tiffany. They are 2 of the most important people in my life.
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